when you’re ipod is on shuffle and the song ‘fergalicious’ comes on and you know every word to it… and then i just start thinking, who what was i in middle school?? and then i remember that those were the most awkward years of my life. i definitely was trying to be such a cool cat avec my abercrombie camis and lyrics such as “my body state is vicious, i be up in the gym just workin’ on my fitness, he’s my witness… it’s called hot! fergalicious…” **cringe**
those three years were actually horrid… my longing for popularity obstructed all opportunities to enjoy myself. but i’m glad to say that i’ve moved passed that period of insecurity, and perhaps that was the point of middle school. anyway, i feel content with where i am in highschool. that’s not to say i wouldn’t mind meeting new people, it’s just that i’m comfortable being myself, which i have to admit: it’s a great feeling, and i would highly recommend it!
“When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge — they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I’ve got a sneaky feeling you’ll find that love actually is all around.”—Love Actually (via thisgirlsees), one of my favorite movies!
That awkward moment when you're on the internet but a family member insists on walking behind you and around you and everywhere near you and you get paranoid so you just resort to staring blankly on your Facebook newsfeed.
just ditched ballet to audition for the school play… wait, it gets better:
i made the decision ten minutes before the audition as i was already driving away from school
i knew absolutely nothing what-so-ever about the play before hand
i honestly don’t know what i will do about ballet if i get cast
but i probably won’t get cast because i messed up on a word…
and if i do get cast i probably won’t have any lines
and while all of these realizations are piling up in my brain, i start considering that maybe i will quit ballet because i want to be able to do all these fun things at school like plays and maybe play soccer
ive been doing ballet for thirteen years
whats happening to me
there’s something oddly satisfying about pressing enter
k im done.
wait: perfect opportunity to insert avril lavigne quote: “why is everything so confusing? maybe i’m just out of my mind…”